Isolated.

Well I have recently started school. It's a terrific pain in the rear to find a peer reviewed article for class by the way.

Lately I've really felt the need to talk to others about being a bisexual, but that really hasn't panned out at this point. It's hard to broach the subject with people in this state. Everybody is LDS. (Generalization, I know)

I spoke with one individual about it only to receive a lesson in why I was "living in sin" for just being bisexual, which is NOT the position of the LDS church, thank you very much for a lecture in your religion, that I am apparently more familiar with than yourself.

I talked to a friend of mine about it as we were headed out to the desert to shoot some clay pigeons. His reaction was a bit amusing actually. He says "Really? Your bi?..........I had no idea." Of course he had no problems with it, he just couldn't believe I am.

It's really difficult being overall alone in this. My wife is there for me but really can't understand my situation. Not fully in any case.

I haven't told any of my family members. I'm pretty sure I would get a similar lecture from them about "living in sin" and then my grandma would find out. I really just don't think my grandma needs to know honestly.

I really wish life was a lot easier. In an ideal world I would have no need to fear what others thought of me. But this world is far from ideal.